I will forever remember the first time Yeshua came to me after his resurrection.
It was a new moon and the sky was clear. A light fog hung over the heather and everything was silver from the light of the moon and stars. I saw a figure approaching me on the windy trail that led to my cottage.
Ironically, I had just gone outside to draw water from the well and there he was. He looked the same, yet with a radiance—unmistakablely My eyes filled with tears; my heart trembled.
I ran to him and stopping short, I remembered his words to me right after the resurrection.
“Do not touch me yet,” he had said then, “for I am not ascended to the Father.”
Oh, how I, an Initiate of Isis, have yearned all these years to set the record straight!
What did he mean by these words? For the Christians have inherited only a part of the truth. The greater part of the truth is hidden within the mysteries of the Great Mother; and because the Church sought to disenfranchise women and all that is feminine, it sealed away this truth.
And the truth has to do with the Ka body itself—what we learned as Initiates to call the Etheric Double or Spiritual Twin—for the Ka body, when charged with enough energy and vitality, looks like the physical body. But unlike the physical body, the Ka body is not made of flesh, but of energy itself—energy and light.
And so when Yeshua came to me after his resurrection, he was in his Ka, but it had not been stabilized yet, for he had not gone to the Father—meaning into the Great Spirit of his own soul. So before he could do this, he had to pass through the portal of death and travel through the underworld of his own being.
He did this for two reasons，as I understand it. The first was, as a master soul, to do such a thing brings great power to the Ka. And the second reason was to cut a passage through death itself, so that others could follow and pass through the dark world more easily by following the trail of his light.
And so that first night when we were rejoined—I feel it now, still vividly clear and strong—my heart filled with joy at being with him again. He came to me that night just before midnight and left just before dawn. In those hours we lay together, our Ka bodies interconnecting yet again, no need for talk.Our communication was telepathic. And without the physical act of sex, the Serpent Power within him joined the serpent power within me and climbed upward along the sacred paths in our spines, to the throne of the crowns of our heads, sending me into sheer ecstasy and bliss. And this was how it was for many years. He would come to me this way several times each year. Sometimes we would speak. Most of the time was in union.
I asked him where he went in these times when we were not together. He said that he had gone to many sacred places throughout the earth一that he had met with many different peoples. He said that he was laying a path of light.
During one of his visits I asked him to explain to me this rather strange concept.
He drew a circle onto the dirt floor of my cottage and then what I recognized as the two triangles intersecting, to make the Seal of Solomon, becoming the Star of David. He said that there were many lands that we, in this part of the world, did not have knowledge of. Many of these lands had points corresponding to the points of the Seal of Solomon. By going to these areas, he was ensuring that his work would take a deeper rooting into the soil of this world.
Of all the times that he visited, the time that stands out the strongest is the time he came when Sar'h had come to visit.
She had just become pregnant and wished to see me for my blessing, and so I was thrilled to see her and her traveling companions. She had sent word of her coming through the Druids, but their word got to me only one day before her arrival. She stayed with me for three days, and on the second night, Yeshua appeared.
I don’t know if you can appreciate how odd it was. For Sar'h had never met her Father, nor Yeshua, his daughter. And yet here they met for the first time! And her father’s body had returned to the elements in a flash of light in his resurrection, so now he was in his Ka body, which emitted a kind of unmistakable light.
Both of them were moved, Sar'h to tears and Yeshua to great pathos. They spent an hour together, just themselves, walking outside. I do not know what they talked about. But from the time they began, until the time that they ended, the sky was filled with falling stars.
Before Yeshua had left that evening, just before dawn, as was his way, he placed his hands over Sar'h’s stomach and blessed the child. Sar'h left me the next day, filled with an unmistakable sense of peace.
And so I have told you what I wish to say about my life as a mother, and now I will turn my story to me as an Initiate, to the Alchemies of Horus, unto the secrets of Isis.
I turn now to my beloved sister, my sister in spirit, the Mother of Yeshua, also known as Mary.
Mary was a high Initiate in the Cult of Isis, having received her training in Egypt. That is why, when she and Joseph fled the king’s wrath in Israel, they took flight into Egypt, for she had safety there, among the Priestesses and Priests of Isis.
Her training was different than mine, yet we served the same. In order for me to explain my understanding of Mary I must explain one of the deepest secrets of the Isis Cult. For it was believed, and I hold this to be true, that under certain conditions the Goddess herself would Incarnate, either at birth or through spiritual Initiation.
Mary, the Mother of Yeshua, when she was quite young, was recognized for her purity of spirit by the great Priestesses of the Isis Temples. She was trained as an Initiate and reached the highest levels. But rather than becoming a Priestess, she was trained to become what is called an Incarnate.
To be an Incarnate is to be a very highly advanced soul and requires undergoing tremendous spiritual training and discipline. In a final Initiation, Mary became the holder of an energy stream directly from Isis herself.In this regard, she was an embodiment of the Cosmic Mother. It is as if there were two— Mary the human, pure of spirit and heart, holding within her a direct portal into the Great Mother, the Creatrix of all matter, of all time and space.
Thus the table was set, so to speak, for the conception of a being of remarkable qualities who would become her son, Yeshua.
When Mary underwent what the Church refers to as the Immaculate Conception, she was a witness to a Celestial and galactic insemination process, by which the Father Principle, or Spirit as we understood this in the Isis Cult, transferred his essence into Isis, the Mother that receives the seed of the Father-Matter receiving the impulse of Spirit. And this highly refined and potent spiritual energy took root in Mary’s womb and gave birth to Yeshua.
Mary was with the apostles when they came upon me at the well. She immediately recognized me as a fellow Initiate by the gold serpent bracelet I wore on my arm and by the Seal of Isis which glowed within my Ka body, for Mary was quite clairvoyant and psychic.
The first person whose eyes I met were those of Yeshua, and as I said, I felt transported into other worlds in his immense presence. The second person whose eyes I met were those of his mother. In her eyes was recognition and acknowledgement of my status as a fellow Initiate within the Isis Cult, and although her training had not been in Sex Magic, as mine had been, she understood that I had been prepared for Yeshua.
Between them, I felt lifted up on wings of transcendent love. I felt my spirit soar.
Ironic then that the next eyes I would see were those of Yeshua’s disciples, who judged me to be a whore, and countless generations have held me this way.
But I say to you that in Yeshua’s eyes and those of his mother, I was not a whore, but a clear vessel for the healing and nurturing powers of Isis herself.
There comes a time，in a man's life, whether human or divine, when his mother cannot give him the essence of what he needs. Her love continues, but what is required is sustenance from another woman, I was that woman.
Mary recognized me and my status, and passed her son to me in that moment by the well.
Mary and I spent much time together, time in which we discussed Yeshua’s work, his needs and my place in his life. It was understood that I was a servant to a greater power.
I had been trained for this, but I must tell you that the power of the recognition still shakes me. I still tremble at his recognition.
In those many nights and days together, Mary and I attended to the needs of Yeshua and his disciples, and in that period Mary and I became very close, for I loved her, and I love her still—for her physical beauty, the purity of her heart and spirit and the gentleness with which she dealt the world.
I can say, from my own clarity that Mary, having served as the vessel for Isis as an Incarnate, was a highly developed Master, but now having served in these ways, her mastery and perfection一her spiritual perfection一is staggering.
She exists within the heavenly realms, her compassion and love continually flowing to all humans. She is available to all, regardless of their beliefs. When someone calls upon her, know that they are heard.
I wish now to clarify my understandings. I wish to speak about the Sex Magic of the Isis Cult and The Alchemies of Horus. I wish to reveal secrets that an Initiate would never have revealed, even under threat of death. But the times are different now.
Time as you know it, is running out, and I have received permission from the Goddess herself—indeed, I have been asked by the Goddess herself to reveal to you some of the most closely guarded secrets of all times. These are revealed to you in hopes that you will elevate yourselves in time.
The Alchemies of Horus refer to a body of knowledge and methods for the alteration of the Ka body. In this understanding, as the Ka embodies, or acquires greater energy and light, there is an increase in one’s magnetic field, and that which the Initiate desires becomes more quickly manifest.
However, in surrender to one's own Celestial Soul, or the Ba, the pursuit of personal desires,although not abandoned, is no longer the focus of one's entire existence. Instead, one looks upward, so to speak, to the higher capabilities of one's self, as perceived through the Ba, or the Celestial Soul.
The Celestial Soul, or Ba, exists within a much higher level of vibration than the physical body (the Khat) or the Ka (the spiritual or etheric twin to the physical form).
Within the Ka body there are pathways that can be stimulated and opened. The activation of these secret passages within the Ka brings it much greater power. The Alchemies of Horus are designed to strengthen these, to activate the latent powers and abilities of the Initiate through what is called the Djed, or the ascending seven seals, what the yogis and yoginis of India call the chakras.
Within the School in which I was trained we learned how to activate the Serpent Power, moving it in specific paths in the spinal column, and opening up circuits within the brain. This created what is called the Uraeus.
The Uraeus is often a blue fire that extends up the spine both laterally and horizontally and into the brain, and it undulates with the changes in energy within these pathways. The activation of the Uraeus increases the brain's potential for intelligence, creativity, and most importantly一receptivity, for the task of the Initiate Is to change the quality of one’s being, so that the attunement to the Ba or Celestial Soul is clear and unobstructed.
When I met Yeshua by the well for the first time, the mere proximity of his presence activated my internal Alchemies. A Serpent Power moved up my spine as if I had practiced the disciplines I had learned.
That first night when we were together alone, arm in arm, lying next to each other, we practiced the Sexual Magic of Isis. This specific form of magic charges the Ka body with tremendous magnetic force through the power of physical orgasm, for when one has a sexual orgasm there is a tremendous release of magnetic energy within the cells. As this energy spreads it releases a magnetic potential that can be used.
I wish to share the specifics of this, but in order to do so I must explain more of the basic understanding of sex and spiritual realization, for this secret was stolen by the Church.