You are beginning to find your voice and truth as you claim more of who you are. Until recently, your voice was silenced with the need to fit in, to be part of the group.
So it is you will likely blurt out statements you were perhaps thinking of in the back of your mind but were too socialized to verbalize. Those messages may be as surprising to you as those you are speaking to.
This is a different time with different needs. Paramount of which is now stating your truth in ways that feel most right for you.
Others will likely be surprised or angered by your comments as you have broken the social barriers of what is supposed to be right. Or, your growing need to be authentic may cause you to change direction – again seemingly against the social tide.
You are becoming or have become a social re·bel.
Such is frightening for you are not certain your friends will understand once you display true you. The difficulty is you will not be able to contain those, if you will, an·t·i-social behaviors. Which will seem frightening at first and then lib·erating as you no longer need to sift through your thoughts before making a statement – much as is true for a toddler.
The obvious difficulty is that those you once held dear might no longer wish to be part of your circle. So it is you are creating your personal path as you adjust to the new internal you.
Some of you wonder about this seemingly never-ending internal adjustment and ask, “When will it stop? Why don’t I feel different than I did before the recent energies? Is this a never-ending game?”
Such is so because your transition is part of you instead of a stand-alone being as you once imagined. In the beginning, you probably assumed you would be over there and then easily slip into your new being over here. Nothing is further from the truth.
Even though the stages are much more rapid than currently true for humans from birth to death, you continue to move through phases as appropriate for your physical, emotional, and intellectual being.
Can you imagine how frightening it would be if you were at the beginning stages of your new you evolution and you had the power to create whatever you wanted? A bit like gifting an infant with a dictionary. Just as human infants need to evolve so do and did you.
So it is that which once gave you great pleasure does no longer encourages you to revamp your direction and being. Part of that is discovering your true voice. For you may find that your initial dreams were societal dreams instead of your dreams.
As you peel back the layers of who you are becoming, your voice and your being change direction. ThreeD society meant fitting in and 5D society, uniqueness.
Your new assertions of self are frightening for they often make you feel isolated and alone – a negative quality for eons. So even though you feel a greater need to be unique, that uniqueness feels lonely.
Because you have not yet fully claimed your right to be unique, you are jumping back and forth only to discover that neither your uniqueness nor fitting in feels quite right. You are in the adjustment stage, so again you may find yourself blurting out something surprising to you and those around you. It is merely unique you discovering you.
Do not worry. Those who you feel you angered or saddened will not be as devastated as you now believe for as you are evolving so are they. More importantly, you cannot stop your unique evolution any more than you could remain an infant.
The difference is 3D society fostered your evolution from infant to adulthood.
You are the forerunners of the forerunners. So there is no one to pamper you or to tell you that all is normal – other than us of the ethers and your inner-voice.
You have been courageous throughout this transition and will continue to be so. The difference now is that your uniqueness is less hidden. Forcing you to parade, if you will, differences that were once hidden deep within you only to be brought out with certain people at certain times.
You hiding places are quickly dissolving starting with unexpected actions and words. This part of your transition, even though a minor phase, will be more obvious the next few days. It will probably just not feel as such for you can hide no longer – even from yourself. So be it. Amen.