Perhaps you are in a “good” place, perhaps not. So many energies are now pummeling earth that most of you are likely in a topsy-turvey sense of well-being. One moment you are joyous and the next in despair.
Such is to be expected as you try to combine your 3D history with your 5D being. Despite the Universal energies, you are in the 3D world of holiday celebrations. So you feel alone if you have no celebrations to attend. And overwhelmed if you are participating. Of course, those statements are broad generations, but both affect more humans than not.
It is time for you to decide what is best for you. Even though we discussed that concept before, we did so with a gentle nudge. Now your inner-being is at the forefront of your decision making. So if you betray your new being by pretending to be someone you are no longer or never were, your inner-being will rapidly shift your mood from joy to fear.
Before, there were few repercussions for actions not related to your true self. You smiled and functioned like a happy being despite your discomfort with the person or activity. As you become more fully 5D, you cannot hide your discomfort, nor do you wish to. You have become a belligerent 5D entity and may not even understands yourself.
So it is you are discovering the number of falsehoods your 3D being lived daily. For in 3D, you used the charade of loving this or that, and all was well with your world. Now that you are of 5D, those same charades are no longer possible. That is unless you wish to feel heavy and uncomfortable.
In 3D, others rated higher on your pleasing scale than did you. Now that the scales are becoming balanced, you are discovering how unpleasant many of your 3D actions were. You performed those actions to please others, to increase your outer-directed power, or to harm others. None of which are joyous 5D activities.
So it is you are reassessing your actions and thoughts for you wish to feel the joy we and other channels tout as your new go-to emotion.
Instead, you are likely feeling confused, angry, frightened, and all other emotions that inform you that you are not true to yourself. Who are you is the question that keeps rambling around your thoughts and our words. For you are no longer who you were. And you are just discovering who you are becoming.
The key has been and always will be, what gives you joy? A simple concept – yet, given your 3D earth lives, very difficult. For throughout your 3D journey, you purposively lost yourself. Now that you are rediscovering your true being, you frighten yourself at times. For your inner-being is telling you to ignore this or repeat that. All confusing commands because you are not used to listening to yourself.
Of course, many of you are intuitive and may have been for many earth lives. But that intuition was most often applied to what others were feeling or potential actions. You studied others, but not yourself. Such was so for the obvious reason. If you had studied yourself, you would have discovered your inner-power. So you denied self-knowledge beyond your 3D reactions in any lifetime.
You are now discovering multiple 5D layers of yourself, which is not a little disconcerting. The difficulty is explaining your new feelings and actions to others, much less yourself. So you are experiencing emotional ups and downs as you attempt to find your new you groove. At the same time, this holiday season demands certain 3D actions that no longer fit who you are. So your disconnect is difficult as are the decisions about whether to participate in the expected holiday celebrations.
Jumping between the messages of your inner voice and those of society, all the while adapting to the energies now pummeling the earth, is heroic management of yourself. So it is your emotions are up and down and all-around. Which of you do you honor? Who you have been? Who you are becoming?
Of course, joy is the key. Your difficulty is determining that joy. Somedays, 3D expectations are joyful. Other days, those same expectations are onerous. The same is true for your new 5D actions. For even though they feel right – for example, hiding under a blanket until this season passes – it is unlikely you would feel entirely comfortable doing so.
Joy is not even part of the equation, much as is true if you have the flu. Mere existence and waiting for it to be over is more like what many are now experiencing. For you are betwixt and between. Very few times of the year demand as much 3D action as does this holiday season. Yet the energies pummeling you now are not only exhausting; they are also redirecting you to new places and times. Who are you now? And who will you be tomorrow are your concerns and your dread. Do you deny or accept the traditional holiday activities that are supposed to be joyous?
Everything will be easier in a few days. For now, do what you can when you can. Allow yourself to rest as much as possible. For your body is undergoing extreme changes. But then, such is also true for almost all you interact with. So it is that most are pushing themselves because they do not understand why they feel different. You do.
Allow yourself to be the leader in determining what you can or cannot do. Others will be relieved by your actions and strength, for they too need to rest. This holiday season has become a time of most attempting to be who they used to be and wondering why they do not feel as they have in the past. Allow them to rest, as you allow the same for yourself. Be yourself, so others dare do the same. So be it. Amen.