My blessed, beautiful child, it is easy to believe that you are at fault, that there is something you should have done better or differently. Yet you could be nowhere other than where you are now, and the person who has to help you first will always be you.
You are your own hero, but not in the way that you may think.
Violence and abuse are oozing to the surface in ways never anticipated and on a scale never imagined or seen before. All violence and abuse is born of two factors: the broken heart of a child in this lifetime and experience of violence in previous lives. These two factors are coming together in ways that were designed for this to manifest in this lifetime.
The good news is that despite all the pain, this is the moment for breakthroughs, even if you feel that it is the last thing that is possible for you right now.
The meeting point of past life violence and a child’s broken heart in this lifetime create a low energy connection is extremely visible to low vibrational energies and entities. The energies find these ‘node points’ - people who carry this energetic signature – as the low energy signature matches their low energy.
Imagine a football match with two equal teams; one team is the inner voice of the good that seeks to love and respect others. The other team is the inner voice of the broken, wounded violence, which wants to lash out and hurt others in order to make the intense inner pain they are suffering ease even for just a moment.
When there is no one in the stadium for the match, both teams appear relatively equal. Now imagine that hundreds low vibration energies and entities come to cheer for the side that is broken. The teams are no longer even. The violent team is fuelled by the energy of support, it is glorying in being dominant and powerful.
The other team is crushed by the weight of the opponent; even if the person on the other team it is not a big person, the weight of their energy seems overwhelming. It feels as though all is lost, as though there is no escape, like a caged animal that is being hurt for pleasure.
This is where I, the Divine Mother, come in; my pure, blessed, sweet child, you are not alone.
I see you suffer and I feel your pain as clearly as my own pain. When you are in pain, we both suffer. You may feel like you are lost, like you are unseen, invisible and unworthy; nothing could be further from the truth.
And there is a way out, even while you feel you must share a cage with your enemy. Much violence is caused by these ‘low energy connections’. Consider a dark room, if you open a door, the light dissolves the darkness; the dark does not absorb the light. Light is more powerful than darkness.
I will help you bring that light into your dark room. My prayer is that you turn to me. You are not alone. Call on your loving mother who sits with you, cradling you in every moment, most especially when you feel as though you are completely alone and abandoned.
Calling on me is a prayer. Calling on me is bringing light to the darkness. Calling on me is bringing supporters to cheer your team in that football match. As you call upon me, you deepen your prayer and you intensify the light around you, which gradually weakens the darkness.
I am not saying that this will create miracles from the first prayer. I am saying that you will be building a light force, an energy of light that will become increasingly powerful, helping to give you true inner strength, helping you find courage where you thought you had none, helping you discover peace where you thought it had died, helping you expand compassion and grace beyond the limits of what you imagined.
In ordinary times, the advice is to never stay in an abusive relationship. Even in ordinary times, that advice can seem impossible to follow; you feel that you have no strength, you fear there is nowhere safe for you to escape, no one who will accept you, and you have no resources to survive.
In this extraordinary times, that advice is even harder to action. I see many of my dearest children feel utterly trapped and lost, hidden and worthless.
So I invite you this very moment, in your heart, for you and me alone: talk to me. Tell me everything in your heart: rage at me, cry at me, hurt me, let it all out. Let it all out as many times as you want to… repeat yourself as often as you have to… write it out, draw it out, dance it out, sing it out, I don’t mind how you express yourself, I ask only that you communicate with me.
Then, when you have left it all out, feel your chest expand as my peace and love flood into you.
You have done it! You have taken the first steps towards bringing in the light; you have opened the door. Now, let us strengthen the light together.
You are my physical incarnation; I cannot do this without your physical presence and without your assistance.
We are on the same team, increasing the light in a room where there was once only darkness. We will carry on together, because we are one, you and me. I am you. You are me. We are one. Together, we will nourish your heart and your soul, we will make you feel stronger and more resilient. We will relight the embers of your hope; hope for yourself, hope for you situation and hope for your loved ones.
We are together in this, let me help you as much as I can, let me strengthen you, so that when the time is right, you will have the self-love to take your life in a new direction, trusting that I will be there with you, helping you every breath of the way.
You are me. I am You. We are one. We are love.